By: Todd Wheatley

November 2019, I was in the process of completing my book on GLOBAL WARMING when the Coronavirus highjacked my brain. As a result I have BLANKED OUT. Lost motivation and really question my place here on earth. Unfortunately there's no quick and easy method to restart the engine.

With my motivation gone it's now a few days since I started this. Thankfully I've been reminded that inspiration comes in many forms and my brain restarted. My body, however, has gone weak. I'm constantly tired. Never mind the huge cyst removed from my back a couple of days ago. Maybe that's it. Maybe it's the summer heat. Maybe my time being BLANKED OUT broke the mind-body connection. Suffice it to say, I'm fucking tired !!!

Having been blessed with physical strength this downturn cuts into my brain. It's not been a total reprieve from my manual labor nightmare this past year and a half. I still put in the occassional 10+ hours of manual sweat. Many more at home. So mental clarity without physical endurance lacks the completeness I need to get things going.

(12-04-20) addendum - looking back at this post it seems a bit odd that it took 8 months to be blanked out - granted the early months of 2020 really flew by and I had a good 3 wk. job in El Paso, TX during the month of May. That trip really allowed me to see the full effect of the pandemic.

There was no one at the airport and only 10 people on the plane flying out. There were also only 10 people in a 200 room hotel during that early stage. It's possible that the Covid induced mania took that long to filter out of my system. Fortunately the successful vaccine trials has brought light to the end of the tunnel much sooner than I expected. This post likely reflected my gloomy estimates to reach a post-pandemic return to "normal".

Also taking note of my reference towards being "physically" tired. I have had exceptional strength & stamina for some time. Covid knocked me out for a month, but I regained strength very quickly.

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